Friday, July 21, 2017

Review: The Dinner


15797938Title: The Dinner
Author: Herman Koch
Genre: Psychological thriller, suspense, unreliable narrator

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Goodreads Summary:An internationally bestselling phenomenon: the darkly suspenseful, highly controversial tale of two families struggling to make the hardest decision of their lives -- all over the course of one meal.
It's a summer's evening in Amsterdam, and two couples meet at a fashionable restaurant for dinner. Between mouthfuls of food and over the polite scrapings of cutlery, the conversation remains a gentle hum of polite discourse -- the banality of work, the triviality of the holidays. But behind the empty words, terrible things need to be said, and with every forced smile and every new course, the knives are being sharpened.
Each couple has a fifteen-year-old son. The two boys are united by their accountability for a single horrific act; an act that has triggered a police investigation and shattered the comfortable, insulated worlds of their families. As the dinner reaches its culinary climax, the conversation finally touches on their children. As civility and friendship disintegrate, each couple show just how far they are prepared to go to protect those they love.
Tautly written, incredibly gripping, and told by an unforgettable narrator, The Dinner promises to be the topic of countless dinner party debates. Skewering everything from parenting values to pretentious menus to political convictions, this novel reveals the dark side of genteel society and asks what each of us would do in the face of unimaginable tragedy.


I read this book in nearly one sitting; it's not a very long book, and I had a very long car ride to read it. This book is incredibly unsettling, because at first you imagine that the four main characters are simply pretentious rich people who have nothing better to do than pretend to like each other at obscenely expensive 5 course dinners. As the story progresses, however, you realize that these pretentious rich people are in fact capable of horrific things, and their utter callousness about what they have done and how they "handle" the consequences is pretty disturbing.

These aren't the kinds of people who regret or repent a mistake, these are the people who will go to any lengths to save themselves and their families. It's pretty interesting to see how parental instinct to protect one's child is shown in such a twisted way, because generally we tend to root for the parents' morally questionable actions when they are done in the interest of protecting a child. It's selfless, we tell ourselves, the ends justify the means . Well, not here.

I can't say I enjoyed this book, but then again, this isn't the kind of book that's meant to be enjoyed. It's a book that is meant to horrify you and make your skin crawl. It wasn't all unpleasant, though. There were quite a few moments that were kind of humorous, in a wry sort of way. The scene with the photograph was a particularly interesting one. Herman Koch manages to weave in his satire and social commentary into a rather sinister dinner, and while it sounds like this would be a terrible combination, somehow it works.

This book is kind of slow, especially because of the narrator's propensity to withhold the truth from the reader. The book is nearly half over before you have an inkling of what is going on, and there are a lot of roundabout internal monologues or explanations of past events that are so long that you forget where the story left off in the present. Still, I think the style was very well suited to the character telling us this story. He weaves lies and forces himself to forget things, how could he possibly be expected to tell us the facts right off the bat?

This book was quite an experience, and while I'm glad I read it, I definitely will not be reading it again!

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Wednesday, July 19, 2017

Book vs Adaptation: The 100



This week's edition of Book vs Adaptation: The 100 by Kass Morgan

I've been watching The 100 for three years now, and although it took five episodes for this show to grow on me, I've been hooked ever since! Even if the science/logic is sometimes sketchy and the characters manage to magic themselves out of ridiculously dangerous situations with hair and makeup intact, I have come to love the characters. Especially all the fierce women on that show. Literally every single one of them is a QUEEN

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Not to mention all the POC and queer representation. This is a show that has a truly diverse cast and doesn't pigeonhole its characters by race, gender, or sexual orientation.

I was really curious about what the source material for this show was like. Did it have the same level of moral complexity? Did it prominently feature women, POC, and queer characters? Were they even kind of the same story, or was the show just based on the same premise as the books?

Well, long story short, the book and the show are nearly nothing alike.

Full disclosure, I've only read two of the books (and I'm not even sure how many books there are total). The entire first book was only the first episode of the TV show, which was unexpected but really cool. You have a lot more time to digest and explore the ship and the motivations for sending down the original 100 when you're reading, and you don't expect the same fast paced action that you want from a TV show. I liked that the book featured characters both on the ship and on the ground, which gave a clearer picture of what was going on in both places instead of focusing on the kids sent to the ground. 

On the other hand, the show has branched out and covered so much ground and put its characters in crazy situations and ethical dilemmas that are so far beyond the scope of the book that the book kind of seems childish now. If the first book was a single episode, imagine the scope of an entire season, let alone 4 seasons that have each expanded the worldbuilding, characters, and strained relationships from the season before. Characters I once hated are now characters I can understand and empathize with (even if I still don't like them). The whiny teenagers are now complex young adults that have to make decisions and face consequences I certainly don't envy. The technology and the mythology of Earth is incredibly rich, detailed, and fascinating.

Also, the book doesn't particularly feature strong women, POC, or queer characters. I think all the POVs were white, and there were POC in the periphery, but no queer characters that I can remember. I guess you can assume certain characters are POC just because of ambiguity in how they are described physically, but there was little to no evidence of multiculturalism in a spaceship that supposedly harbors the last humans from all over the world.

Honestly, reading the books makes me appreciate the show so much more. Now that I see how sparse the source material is, I am astounded by how much depth the showrunners have been able to draw out of it. They've created characters I'm extremely invested in and a world that is always full of surprises. I will definitely be sticking with the show, and probably won't be reading any more books in this story!

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Monday, July 17, 2017

Review: Neil Gaiman's Norse Mythology


30831912Title: Norse Mythology
Author: Neil Gaiman

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Goodreads Summary:Introducing an instant classic—master storyteller Neil Gaiman presents a dazzling version of the great Norse myths.
Neil Gaiman has long been inspired by ancient mythology in creating the fantastical realms of his fiction. Now he turns his attention back to the source, presenting a bravura rendition of the great northern tales. In Norse Mythology, Gaiman fashions primeval stories into a novelistic arc that begins with the genesis of the legendary nine worlds; delves into the exploits of the deities, dwarves, and giants; and culminates in Ragnarok, the twilight of the gods and the rebirth of a new time and people. Gaiman stays true to the myths while vividly reincarnating Odin, the highest of the high, wise, daring, and cunning; Thor, Odin’s son, incredibly strong yet not the wisest of gods; and Loki, the son of giants, a trickster and unsurpassable manipulator. From Gaiman’s deft and witty prose emerges the gods with their fiercely competitive natures, their susceptibility to being duped and to dupe others, and their tendency to let passion ignite their actions, making these long-ago myths breathe pungent life again. 


If only Neil Gaiman had taught my Vikings class, I would have paid so much more attention!

I read excerpts from the Eddas for my class, so I did have some background in Norse mythology. This version, however, was a far more accessible and enjoyable version! Before I took the class on Vikings, all I knew about Norse mythology stemmed from Marvel movies about Thor...so I had many misconceptions. Thor in the Marvel comics is a noble warrior and well-loved hero, while Thor of the original mythology is quite a strong and heroic figure...who isn't all that smart. Similarly, Loki in the original mythology is Odin's brother and not Thor's, and his nature is even more mercurial and capricious than the Tom Hiddleston version ;)

This book isn't about putting your own spin on the ancient stories (a la Marvel), it's about being a storyteller and passing on the myths of old. It stays very true to the spirit and events of recorded Norse mythology, and the way everything is told makes it enjoyable like a tale by the campfire. Neil says in his introduction that he pored over different sources and tried his best to weave them together into a story, and I felt like he did a fantastic job of making the individual stories flow together and create a larger story arc.

The icing on the cake was listening to Neil himself narrate the audiobook. He did such a great job of bringing all the gods, godesses, giants, wolves, and other creatures to life. The stories of Freja's wedding, the giant king and his 3 challenges, and the story of Ragnarok were my favorites. I honestly can't think of a single story that didn't make me grin or quirk an eyebrow. 7 hours well spent!

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Thursday, July 13, 2017

Review: A Conjuring of Light


29939230Title: A Conjuring of Light
Author: V.E. Schwab
Genre: Fantasy

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Goodreads Summary:Witness the fate of beloved heroes - and enemies.
THE BALANCE OF POWER HAS FINALLY TIPPED...
The precarious equilibrium among four Londons has reached its breaking point. Once brimming with the red vivacity of magic, darkness casts a shadow over the Maresh Empire, leaving a space for another London to rise.
WHO WILL CRUMBLE?
Kell - once assumed to be the last surviving Antari - begins to waver under the pressure of competing loyalties. And in the wake of tragedy, can Arnes survive?
WHO WILL RISE?
Lila Bard, once a commonplace - but never common - thief, has survived and flourished through a series of magical trials. But now she must learn to control the magic, before it bleeds her dry. Meanwhile, the disgraced Captain Alucard Emery of the Night Spire collects his crew, attempting a race against time to acquire the impossible.
WHO WILL TAKE CONTROL?
And an ancient enemy returns to claim a crown while a fallen hero tries to save a world in decay. 



Oh, my heart. This book was such a minefield, haven't had a book hangover like this since The Raven King.

This book will always be special to me because it was the book I took to my first signing. I'd never met an author or been to a book event before, and I was so happy that Victoria Schwab was my first! She was awesome in person, it's incredible how such a lovely person can inflict so much pain on her readers :) I loved hearing more about the writing process for these books, and it was interesting to think about questions I had never considered before ("Who's on the cover?" Mindbending when you find someone who can argue their way to a totally different person than who you thought). The best part was being in a room full of people who loved a book series as much as I did, and feeling absolutely no judgment about my fangirling :D

Okay, now to review the actual story. This book is absolutely gorgeously written, and I loved how the writing brought the multiverse of Londons alive. Each setting was truly a different character, and it was incredible to see how they each change from the catastrophes that occur. Speaking of catastrophes, this was a ridiculously painful book. I don't know about you, but after a certain level of pain and destruction, I start to tell myself, "Okay, things have to start getting better now. It can't possibly get worse than this." But when Victoria is in charge of the story, rest assured that just when you thought things couldn't get worse, she will make the story knock the breath out of you. Again and again.

As for the characters, these are some of my favorites. One of my friends recently asked me who my favorite female character in fantasy was (damn, what a broad question). I decided that my favorite was Lilah Bard. She's absolutely fearless, and she doesn't give a damn what other people think she should be doing. She follows her heart and doesn't let anyone or anything get in her way. Of course, I also loved Rhy, Alucard, Kell and his magical coat, and even Holland!

I don't know how to convey how gorgeous and rich and painful and emotional and hopeful this story is. I hope you will read it.

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Monday, July 10, 2017

SFF Reading challenge Update 3


It looks like I'm doing pretty well with staying on top of this challenge! I should be about halfway through since it's July, and I've completed 14/23 books (the creator skipped 11, oops). It's definitely going to be challenging to find a manga to read, but I think I can do the rest no problem!

Purple books are ones I've finished since the last update, black books are ones I finished earlier this year, and the ones in gray are books I'm planning on reading for the challenge. 

1) Fairy tale retelling: Miranda and Caliban by  Jacqueline Carey - A retelling of Shakespeare's The Tempest

2) Historical Fantasy: Range of Ghosts by Elizabeth Bear - an alternate history/fantasy based on Mongolia in the time of Genghis Khan

3) NPR top 100 books: Snow Crash by Neal Stephenson

4) non-British Steampunk: Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo - Russian/Scandinavian steampunk? 

5) Crossed with another genre: The City & The City by China Mieville - a police procedural mystery story that's also sort of sci-fi

7) Comic book: The Complete Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi

9) A classic: Foundation by Isaac Asimov

12) Sci-fi western: The Gunslinger by Stephen King

13) earth-based sci-fi: Station Eleven by  Emily St. John Mandel - a beautiful post-apocalyptic story about how people find their humanity after the end of the world

14) A Sci-fi with aliens: Waking Gods by Sylvain Neuvel - ALIEN ROBOTS EVEN BETTER

16) POC MCs: Seveneves by Neal Stephenson - multiple POC main characters, including Moira, Doc, and Ivy. Extra glad that Asian POCs were featured!

17) LGBTQIA+ MC: The Swan Riders by Erin Bow (Greta is bisexual, and some supporting characters are queer as well)

19) POC author: Stories of Your Life and Others by Ted Chiang - loved this anthology!

20) M/M Romance: A Conjuring of Light by VE Schwab - Rhys and Alucard are THE OTP

21) F/F Romance: Skullsworn by Brian Staveley - it would be spoilery to say who ;)

22) Pub 2016: Empire of Storms by SJ Maas - another epic love-hate installment of the Throne of Glass series haha


24) Novella: Every Heart a Doorway by Seanan McGuire

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Wednesday, June 28, 2017

I'm still alive!




Hello readers,

I'm still alive! I realized that it had nearly been two months since I updated my blog...ooops.

This was me for the last month:

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It's been a busy last few weeks, with everything from quitting my job, moving, having surgery, and getting ready to go to grad school! I am finally ready to get back into the swing of things, we'll see how well I keep up my blog now that things have calmed down :)

I have been reading a lot of books even though I haven't been updating the blog, and I have read so many amazing ones in the last week or two. I have also decided that this will be the summer of re-reads; I am making an effort to reread books that I loved when I was younger but have totally forgotten the details of, but I'm also rereading books I didn't like so much the first time around because I think things might have changed. After all, when I gave Name of the Wind a second chance, I liked it a lot more since I had a better idea of what to expect and I could appreciate the subtleties more the second time around. It seems to be the same case for Meghan Whalen Turner's Queen's Thief series so far; I thought it was pretty meh the first time (5 years ago...) but I am loving it upon reread! Plus I need to re-read Words of Radiance before Stormlight 3 comes out in November (CAN'T COME SOON ENOUGH).

So that's where I'm at!

I will be updating with reviews and my progress on my reading challenge very soon. There might be a deluge of reviews because I think I have 15-20 to catch up on (send help. and cookies. and tea.)

Thanks for sticking around even when I'm flaky, much love to your lovely readers :)


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Monday, May 1, 2017

TTT: Top Ten Kick-ass covers



Top Ten Tuesday is a meme hosted by The Broke and the Bookish
This week's theme: Top Ten Kick-ass covers

I wanted to feature covers that feature badass leading ladies, awe-inspiring worlds, cool technology, and basically anything else that makes me think a book is going to be full people/characters you don't want to mess with :D

1. Stormdancer by Jay Kristoff
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JUST LOOK AT THAT THUNDER TIGER IN THE SKY. And you really don't want to mess with Yukiko.

2. A Gathering of Shadows by VE Schwab
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Lila Bard is armed and ready, the world(s) had better watch out!

3. Range of Ghosts by Elizabeth Bear
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Temur is literally riding a stallion through a sky full of spirits and stars. Banshe has got to be one of the most badass horses I've ever read about!

4. Empire of Storms by SJ Maas
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Long live the queen! Enough said.

5. Nevernight by Jay Kristoff
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I guess Jay Kristoff just has badass leading ladies in the bag, because Mia Corvere is absolutely terrifying on this cover!

6. The Dream Thieves by Maggie Stiefvater
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You know who you really don't want to rub the wrong way? RONAN LYNCH. Especially when he's dreaming...

7. The Scorpion Rules by Erin Bow
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Just look at that subtitle: One wrong move could kill you. That throne is terrifying, as is most of this book!

8. Mirror Empire by Kameron Hurley
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There is bloody rip in the fabric of the world. Trouble is coming.

9. Sleeping Giants by Sylvain Neuvel
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There's something just ominous about that title and the mysterious robot/alien/who-knows-what symbols in the center...whatever is coming can't be good

10. Karen Memory by Elizabeth Bear
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Karen has a shotgun. Run!  


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Sunday, April 30, 2017

Review: Range of Ghosts


12109372Title: Range of Ghosts
Author: Elizabeth Bear
Genre: Fantasy, historical fantasy

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Goodreads Summary:Temur, grandson of the Great Khan, is walking away from a battlefield where he was left for dead. All around lie the fallen armies of his cousin and his brother, who made war to rule the Khaganate. Temur is now the legitimate heir by blood to his grandfather's throne, but he is not the strongest. Going into exile is the only way to survive his ruthless cousin.
Once-Princess Samarkar is climbing the thousand steps of the Citadel of the Wizards of Tsarepheth. She was heir to the Rasan Empire until her father got a son on a new wife. Then she was sent to be the wife of a Prince in Song, but that marriage ended in battle and blood. Now she has renounced her worldly power to seek the magical power of the wizards.
These two will come together to stand against the hidden cult that has so carefully brought all the empires of the Celadon Highway to strife and civil war through guile and deceit and sorcerous power.


I absolutely loved this! I'm two for two on Elizabeth Bear's books (Karen Memory and this one), definitely going to check out more of her stories. There's just something about her writing style that conveys the richness and uniqueness of the worlds and characters without being particularly flowery or gimmicky. Obviously a fantasy world based on Mongolia in the age of Genghis Khan is very different than a steampunk American town out of a western, and Bear's writing style adapts to these worlds so seamlessly! I feel like I'm doing a terrible job of explaining this but I just love how well Elizabeth Bear's writing style fits with the worlds she creates.

I absolutely loved the worldbuilding in this book. Every little detail was so well thought out, from the many moons and the magic system to the minutiae of how you manage to keep your nomadic community fed while you travel across an unforgiving desert (fermented mare's milk and lots of tea eggs!). I love how steeped this world is in eastern culture without relying on stereotypes; this is a world that was thoroughly researched and lovingly crafted.

The characters were all amazing. They were all three-dimensional and complicated, and their relationships with each other are quite tangled. Temur must battle his own family members for his rightful place on the throne, knowing that there is no line his enemies won't cross to kill him and rule the nation. I absolutely love how there are so many women in this book, each powerful in their own way. Edene, Samarkar, even Payma...All of these wonderful human beings aside, my favorite characters in this book were the horses. Bansh (Dumpling! How adorable is that??) is such a heroic, resourceful, and loyal horse. I adored Temur and Bansh's relationship, and I'm excited to see how the story progresses in the later books.

I don't want to say much about the plot because this is story involving a lot of political intrigue and spiritual journeying. I was never bored with this book; even the slower parts were beautifully written and only added to richness of the story.

I highly recommend this series! I'm surprised it isn't more popular, because it has everything I love about fantasy done well.

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Monday, April 24, 2017

TTT: Top Ten Book turnoffs



Top Ten Tuesday is a meme hosted by The Broke and the Bookish
This week's theme: Top Ten Book Turnoffs

Somehow I thought this list would be really easy for me, because there are so many blurbs that I read and then roll my eyes. There have been a few of audiobooks that I started recently but couldn't deal with after the first 20 pages so I just DNFed them. But despite all that it was actually pretty hard to remember exactly what kinds of things make me not want to pick up a book! 

Here we goooooo


1. Spoiled/selfish/vain main characters
(usually of the rich white girl variety)

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2. Love triangles
(I did enjoy the Hunger Games but the love triangle thing was such an annoyance)

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3. Catty/mean girls
(why is the beautiful yet bitchy girl still a trope -___-)

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4. Romance-heavy
(I have my ships, but when the romance takes precedence over THE END OF THE WORLD I'm pissed)

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5. Purple prose
(some people can pull it off - Laini Taylor, Jay Kristoff - and some just can't)

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6. Unbearable levels of male gaze

(this is directed at you, male authors of SFF who write hyper-sexualized female characters)
(Also I know I'm gonna get some flak for my example, but as much as I admire the worldbuilding and the subtlety and AURI I'm sorry just way too much objectification in this series)

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7. Stereotypes of POC (especially Asians, because I am one...)
(ahem hem token nerdy Asian best friend)

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8. Characters I don't relate to
(nothing concrete here, but if I don't at least like the characters I have a really hard time staying invested in a book)

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I didn't quite get to 10 things, but I think that's fine. This post was frankly kind of depressing to write, just thinking about all the books I didn't like in the past few years. Thankfully I've gotten really good at figuring out if I'll like a book by the blurb and a few friends' reviews, so I haven't read too many books I didn't like recently!


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Sunday, April 23, 2017

ARC Review: Skullsworn


29939037Review: Skullsworn
Author: Brian Staveley

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Goodreads Summary:Pyrre Lakatur doesn’t like the word skullsworn. It fails to capture the faith and grace, the peace and beauty of her devotion to the God of Death. She is not, to her mind, an assassin, not a murderer--she is a priestess. At least, she will be a priestess if she manages to pass her final trial.
The problem isn’t the killing. Pyrre has been killing and training to kill, studying with some of the most deadly men and women in the world, since she was eight. The problem, strangely, is love. To pass her Trial, Pyrre has ten days to kill the ten people enumerated in an ancient song, including "the one you love / who will not come again."
Pyrre is not sure she’s ever been in love. If she were a member of a different religious order, a less devoted, disciplined order, she might cheat. The Priests of Ananshael, however, don’t look kindly on cheaters. If Pyrre fails to find someone to love, or fails to kill that someone, they will give her to the god.
Pyrre’s not afraid to die, but she hates to quit, hates to fail, and so, with a month before her trial begins, she returns to the city of her birth, the place where she long ago offered an abusive father to the god and abandoned a battered brother—in the hope of finding love...and ending it on the edge of her sword. 


Fantastic! I loved this book so much, even more than the original trilogy. The best part of this book was learning about the origins of one of the most enigmatic characters in The Unhewn Throne trilogy. I loved seeing who Pyrre was when she was younger; she grows so much over the timeline of this book, but there's also so much growth between Pyrre in this book and Pyrre in the trilogy. I had so much fun trying to figure out and Pyrre's secrets, especially since she was so secretive in the first book.

I really loved how this book also revealed a lot more about the mythology of the world. We learn a lot more about Ananshael's priests and priestesses, and how much they sacrifice to become masters of their order. It's also interesting to see how they view the world, because as foreign as it seems, their beliefs actually make a lot of sense if you think about it. I loved how our own questions were answered when Pyrre questioned the seeming paradoxes of their belief system. Aside from Ananshael's mysteries, we also learn a lot about more local gods from Pyrre's home town. Then there's all the connections between the new mythology in this book and what we know from the trilogy. It was a feast!

I also loved how the setting was such a big character in this book. Pyrre's home town is on the banks of a swampy delta, and like many other things in this series, it is vicious. This delta is full of terrifying animals like crocodiles and snakes, aside from the river itself, which moves and changes paths as if it has a mind of its own.

I loved so much about this book, it's really hard for me to think of anything I didn't like! I loved the new characters, the wit and humor, the rich writing style, and just being in this world again!

A free eARC was provided by the publisher via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review

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